I almost forgot how it is.
Me is good enough to fit in the gaps.
.. the gapfilling friend.
always there when nobody else is.
great. I really forgot how this feels like.
I really forgot how it feels. waking up to see you are not standing where you are but outside.
nasty little shock.
how nice. so what else is left for me than doing as many things alone as possible. Not that I intent to but maybe my unter- consciousness does.
and a rock feels no pain. and an island never cries.

you don't become disappointed that fast when you don't expect too much of your friends. maybe that is the key to happyness.
well.. nobody is suppossed to tell me when they get engaged.
friends are always disappointing I guess.